'cause perfect didnt feel so perfect, trying to fit a square into a circle was my life.

I'm not sure why I cant ever focus even when it's a do or die situation like this is. I have my Health Promo exam in like an hour and a half... or something like that. 2 hours? Im not exactly sure.. I refuse to do the math because it'll make me anxious. So I figured if I write in my journal I'll be able to study.

I'm really pissed though because my cell phone is broken. My dad yelled at me in the store in front of the people and was like 'I knew you werent fucking old enough for a cellphone. Why do you fucking break everything?'

The rest of the night he yelled at me because my pants were rubbing against the ground and were making an annoying sound and then he yelled because I lost my wallet for 0.5 seconds. But whatever. My phone is gonna take 6-8 weeks to get back. My parents want me to call them at the pay phone.. I refuse to go out in the cold... which is probably for the best anyway because they would just want to know about my exams.

My exam this morning, personal directed planning, makes me laugh when i think about it. I've done really well all year in that course, because it's like one of those courses that are made for bull shitters. And lucky for me, I'm an amazing bull shitter. I got perfect on everything in that course so far.. so when it came to study for the exam, and I couldnt find the notes we were suppose to study.. I didnt worry about it. Even though, I woke up last night at 4am freaking out but then fell back asleep. So today at the exam, it really sounded like no one was prepared for it, so i didnt feel as bad. But then on the exam when it asked for direct quotes from the text book.. yeah I made it up. I wouldnt be suprised if half of the stuff I quoted from the text book wasnt even in it, since ive never read that book before. It makes me laugh really.

Which brings me to the point that I should study for health promo. I havent studied for any courses yet and I have 5 more exams this week. I just cant study too far ahead because it seems like it makes me more stressed and then I freak out. But hahah as I said stress, the lady on the radio said it too. Yay for signs! Oh and Yay for alarm clocks actually working!!