and when the sky is falling, don't look outside the window.

SO I didn't fail!!! Really, that is all I can say right now. Except the fact that even though I enjoyed not failing for like maybe an hour, it then hit me that I need a job but I haven't applied anywhere. I don't really know WHY my mom wouldn't let me apply before I heard. Even though a D+ in Health Promo is cutting it close. Hahahahaha I can't believe I got a D+. Dude, that's sick.

I could work at Macs again, but last time I was there apparently the word on the street is "STACEY DOESN'T WANT TO WORK AT MACS EVER AGAIN!" And the reason why I capped that was because the girl yelled it at me so loud and clear that I could almost see the explanation mark explode in my face when she was talking. I was kinda like "wtf, i never said that' but I guess my amazing parents spoke for me. Which makes me kinda pissed because um, i need them as a reference. I did NOT get a pizza party or a $100 bonus cheque when I went off to school, so if I can't even get a fricking good reference out of the experience of hell, then that's bogus.

I'm kinda pissed right now though because the UPS guy woke me up to deliver Tyler's computer thing. How am I suppose to be a bum and sleep all day if people actually come to the door?

But yeah, my brother is building a computer. Not to mention, he's spending like over $2,000 to build this computer. What the hell is the point? There's already people who build computers for us. So he should just drop out of school and get a job at Acer with all the other high school drop outs and build computers with a blind fold on his head. Ouch, harsh words Stacey. It's k, anyway, I think last time I talked to Tyler about what he wanted to do when he grows up, he said he wanted to work at a Coca Cola factory? Well knowing him, he wants to own it. So it's not like I'm crashing his dreams. Hahaha, I'm sooo going to be the mother that doesn't even let my kids play with play dough.

I don't even know why I'm stressed anymore. I totally felt like my parents last night. I couldn't sleep so I was doing the math of my rent in my head and then freaking out when it was a lot. Wait, back up and read that last sentence again. I can't believe I did math in my head hahaha.

Ehhh whatever. That is what the game monopoly is for. It's suppose to make you free rich and care free. But the thing about monopoly is, no one ever wants to play with you. So you never get to be rich even in fantasy or reality. And that my friends is what leads to bankruptcy and depression. And with that, I can't believe I basically just solved the problem of the economy- More people have to play monopoly.

Yeah, that was kinda a low joke because I know that it's struggling. Blah blah blah. Now pardon me as I go and solve world hunger?