shut up and drive?

I REALLY DONT WANT MY DRIVER'S LISENCE. Here's why:

1) It's too much reasonability.

2) I would have to buy gas!

3) What if I hurt someone else?

4) What if I get into 3473743 accidents?

5) What if I CAUSE an accident?

6) What if I fail... horribly?

7) I dont have money for drivers ed anyway, and the people in it will be little teeny boppers who are all excited about driving.

8) I would have to read the hand book. So much work.

9) I wouldddddddddddddd uhhhhh.... yeah, i dont know.

I know that the reason why I dont have a GOOD job this summer is because I cant drive and Seaforth is so small we barely have jobs here. I also know it's apart of the reason why I never do anything with my friends because I felt really bad about calling them to make plans when I have no way of getting there. Paying JUST for gas money only gets you so far. But I dont know. My mom wants to take me next week for me to write my test. Theres no driving involved, so I should be okay. I guess I'll do that part for now and see. I just have this horrible fear of driving that I swear I'm going to break down as soon as I go on the road. And knowing me, I will.

I WISH I COULD BE MORE WITTY IN MY BLOGS.