I want to be what you always needed, then I hope you'll see the heart in me

Jesse McCartney lied to me. Who the fuck wants a 'beautiful soul' when everyone is always like 'OMG STACEYYYY YOU ARE THE NICEST PERSON IVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE.' And then LOOK. It's just ridic because I feel as if I'm in this stupid rut that is never gonna change and i have no one to save me. Well fuck life.